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Blind, Deaf, and Numb

by Jerered

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1.
I am in a better place I have no fears to face I used to be lost and scared, I was locked in a cage But now I'm free, I'm in a better place
2.
A ghost, a spirit lingers near It tries to touch, it needs us so much But we can not feel its arm at our side We can't hear when it cries And that's how we like it If only we'd look up A ghost, a spirit lingers near Its empty husk has poured out in front of us Pleas and feelings long ago faded away And that's where they'll stay Because that's how we like it If only we'd look up
3.
Preachers 02:51
You're preaching to the choir I'm preaching, too I'm preaching at you, our words just pass right through Through our open mouths Through our ears and out I don't even know what the hell I'm talking about But I'll keep on preaching, yeah,hear me shout A dark and empty room And empty me and you Blinded by our own thoughts and deaf to anything new Because what we know is best But I really must confess I don't even know what the hell I'm doing in this mess But I'll keep on preaching, yeah, hear me shout Because I don't know how to get out I'm in too deep, it's too late to back down But I'll win this fight, whatever it's about
4.
It's okay, it's just one more day Gone by, set aside, fading away Bye bye, but don't cry It's all going to be alright Because you are always alright Yeah, it's alright To spend some time, a day or two Or maybe a week Maybe a month, oh, to do whatever you want to do Because at the very last minute everything always seems to work itself out I'm sure everything will work itself out
5.
A Vacation 00:53
6.
They Dream 05:01
He dreams of love He dreams of more than this life He dreams of slow dancing in the candle light But he puts on his mask, meets all of his friends Thinking maybe at the party he will find something worth living for at last She dreams of love She dreams of more than this life She dreams of slow dancing in the candle light But she puts on her mask, meets all of her friends Thinking maybe at the party she will find something to live for at last Something to live for at last Then the drinking begins of tonics and gins Of empty laughs and grins And her eyes meet his They glimpse at love They glimpse at each other Through the holes in their masks As they leave, they die They glide back home Now they dream alone Now they dream alone
7.
Alone 01:36
Oh Lord, my light Please hear my prayer Oh, lonely night Please send someone by my side Oh, bottle of mine Please grant me courage
8.
Blessed are those who are comfortably lonely Who have no one to lose Blessed are those who never walk home drunk alone Who have someone to hold onto
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10.
I waited for you there, but I couldn't find your face Except for once or twice a month on such sunny days I waited there for half a year, hardly a trace Of doubt that we would spend our lives in each other's embrace I'd call out for you and you'd call my name It was rarely very reassuring, but I'd smile all the same Then one day I found you - "Rejoice, my love is safe!" But tears were in your eyes and soon to mine they came My world was ripped inside out and burst into flame My smile, not my love, gave way to sadness, anger, and shame But in some time, our tears, they dried and were replaced By lights in our eyes, our friendship can survive if we change it And so we part our ways, explorers into space Happy in the knowledge that this isn't the end and we can meet again as friends in that place
11.
Tonight we'll all put on a show and on and on and on and on Tonight we'll all put on a show and on and on and on and on The days, they'll go, the nights, they'll go, and on and on They'll go right by, so Tonight let's all put on a show for God, that he might nod (He nods) That life might go and oh, you know, it goes and on and on and on Our lives, they'll go before we even know, you know So let's just dance now Tonight we'll all put on a show and on and on and on and on That life might go and oh, you know, it goes and on and on and on and on
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13.
Don't believe everything that you hear Who knows where they got it from? And don't believe everything that you breathe or think Who knows where you got it from? I don't believe anything I don't believe anyone I can't believe anymore But don't believe a single word that I say What do I know, anyway?
14.
Are you there, old friend? I hope you hear me God, I hope I reach you Standing silently, you're waiting In the spot where I last beat you I'm still here Let's be whole again I never wanted to hurt you, friend I feel your pain, I see you Standing silently and shaking In the mirror as I beat you I'm still here But you got lost again
15.
Merrily 03:42
Merrily Tirelessly I will sweat and I will bleed Merrily Hatefully I will smile and dance and sing Merrily Fearfully I will shut my eyes to see Merrily Desperately I will tell myself everything is alright I will dance and I will sing and I will smile my best smile for me I will watch and clap my hands and shout "Oh, god, I'm so happy" I will dance and I will sing and I will smile my best smile forever I will watch and clap my hands forever so I'll stay happy I've never been happier
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17.
It's Just Me 02:27
In my cage I will sleep I will make not a peep In my cage I will sleep I will make not a peep, I'll just be dreaming That I will wake up and see That one day I will wake up and see That there is no cage, it's just me In my cage, I will dream That one day, I'll be freed In my cage, I will sink And drown in the water that's rising all around me
18.
Damn It All 02:18
Damn it all to Hell I think I'm lost, I can't remember anything How did I get here and how did it come to this? I'm sinking, I'm drowning, I'm trapped, I'm hopeless Damn it all to Hell I've got to free myself I'm sinking, I'm drowning, but oh well I guess I'll go for a swim The water's fine, so come on in
19.
Oh, the sun and harmony I seek is all around me I just have to get lost in thought Shut my eyes to see it Plug my ears to hear it Cut my nerves to feel it All around me No more pity No more hate No more poverty No more pain No more guilt No more sadness No more empathy No more shame No more war No more lies No more disease No more greed No more death No more distrust All around me And uncertainty No more anger No more failure No more entropy No more atrophy No more darkness No more emptiness Just sun and harmony I'm so happy Just sun and harmony I'm so happy Just sun and harmony I'm so happy Just sun and harmony I'm so happy Just sun and harmony I'm so happy Shut my eyes to see it Plug my ears to hear it Cut my nerves to feel it
20.
I try to lie that I'm not blind But all my eyes can see is my own light And I left to Heaven as a deaf When I accepted emptiness But I've had fun being so numb So dumb to think that I could shun That I was in a higher place A safer place, a better place You think that you're so smart? I guess so You think you've come so far? I think so You think you're so much better? I thought so You're just like how you started I know I was blind, but now I see reality I can't block out the shouting from my mirror anymore I feel the shame, the strain, the pain, I feel the rain But now that I can see and hear and feel what's real I smile because I'm free I'm in a better place

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Trying to break free from a self destructive vicious cycle.

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released October 10, 2016

All of the songs on this album were written and performed by me with some contributions from my friend at the time.

Jered Peterson:
Guitar, vocals, bass, keyboard, ukulele, and percussion.

Other guy:
Drums, piano, keyboard, percussion, and/or vocals on tracks seven, eleven, eighteen, and twenty.

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Jerered Vancouver, Washington

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New album currently in the works! All lyrics are written and multiple songs are in the process of being recorded.

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